I Quit...

If a picture paints a thousand words... then what are they?

What do you see in the picture?

How does it feel like looking at it?

I quit. So from today onwards this blog will no longer be functioning until I find way to love writing again.

love story

She wasn’t looking at the ring when you held it out for her. She isn’t the materialistic type and she didn’t mind whichever ring you picked out.

She was looking into your eyes instead and listening to what you were saying. It was as if suddenly the whole world was still. The only sound she could hear was your voice. It was what you said that surprised her. You didn’t choose cheesy or complicated words. All you had to say was simple but meaningful. It went something like this “It has always been you. I have always loved you and I always will......”

It was like a moment of clarity for her. It was as if the missing pieces of a puzzle had been found. The sentence ‘it has always been you’ made her think back of the 5 years being best friends. No other guy could say ‘it has always been you’ to her because at some point of time those other guys must have dated/liked/loved some other girl before.

You never needed her to change who she was. You never told her what kind of person she should become. Everyone else forced her to change. Every other guy she knew wanted her to become someone else that fit their liking and criteria. But you were different. You love her despite of her weaknesses. You love her just the way she was and you didn’t need anything to change. All you ever wanted was her to truly be herself.

Flashbacks of memories before made her smile. But do you know what struck her the most? It wasn’t the orchestrated fireworks or the beautiful garden displayed in front of the both of you. It wasn’t really about those words because she knew the sincerity of your heart for as long as you’ve been friends. The thing that struck her the most was how happy you looked when you said those words. The immense glow of happiness on your face was like a Kodak moment. It was as if you were the happiest and most contented man alive. And she was happy because she made you happy.

Well the answer to that question is still left unanswered. You both were probably dating for a really long time otherwise it would be ridiculous for you to just ask something like that out of the blue. The only way to know the answer is for you to ask her for real this time...

work baby work!

I just realised that Port Dickson seems pretty near from my house. 1 hour away only...
I suddenly feel like taking a drive there by myself.
Actually anywhere that has a beach is cool for me.
I want to hear the waves crashing on the shores and feel the sand in between my feet. Hehe
I want peace of mind.
I’m tired of always explaining myself and being misunderstood. Nowadays when people just don’t understand my responsibilities, the stuff I’ve been through or why I’m different...I just smile. Because I’m just too lazy to layan them all already. Good strategy right? =)
For once I want to live my life the way I see it.
For once I don’t want to care what other people think. Or what friends say.
I really wished everyday was 5th January.
Work life is going to start soon. I’m happy to look forward to it. =)
It’s a new environment. More friends to meet. More stress to face also...haha. Can say it’s a new life for me.
I thank God for giving me this job. Now many friends want to apply there also. Don’t know is it cause they like the job description or the benefits or wat else? Don’t ask me if got leng lui or leng chai ah...that kind of thing I don’t know at all. Haha.. All I know is that there will be 2 new FA guys but we will be supporting different teams. It’s where Happy People work, get it? hehe (That’s what I hope lahhhh....ahahaha)
I thank God for graciously walking with me through the toughest times in my life. REALLY STRESS GILA that time...hehe...He really gives us what we want or something better. Sometimes we think this thing is the best for us but actually God has a better and bigger plan for us.
Thanks Diane for your support ...And for driving me so early in the morning. Thanks for believing in me even when I knew I’d fail all those tests. Haha...
Thanks Rachel for listening to me crap and complain non-stop. And for interpreting my dreams. Haha. (Don’t worry Mouth will find you soon. Hee hee)
I love you both very very much =)
Like giving speech at the Academy awards only...haha.