Happy New Year:)

It’ll be new year in 30 minutes time... (bdw, this blog time slow wan so don’t kena tipu)
New Year=New Beginning

I’m not going to make any new year’s resolution...cause I always break them. So I’m just going to say that I’ll work hard to try to be a better person. I feel so much better today=)

Someone once said : “ You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.”

So for now I want to chase after my dreams now and change to be a better person (hopefully). And maybe one day someone will see my worth and accept all my imperfections & mistakes. =)

By the way, I just want to wish everyone Happy 2009. May you have a life full of happiness, good health, money and always be around those you love. =)

Oh and I wrote this poem for a good friend of mine a few days ago. Although it is quite lousy but I really mean the words I wrote. So I just hope I’m forgiven.

I look forward for sleep
To avoid facing the sadness I keep
I hide away from everyone
Because there’s nothing that can undo what’s done
I was once your best friend
But now it feels like the end
Everything I said that day was a mistake
Please forgive me for our friendship’s sake
Life is too short for you to be mad
So stop thinking about the things I did that make you sad
I hope you know I’m truly sorry
Especially for those times I made you worry
I know I uttered some mean words
It probably hurt you more than real swords
I admit that I was wrong
But why are you still avoiding me for so long?
Can’t you see that I still care?
So please stop giving me that angry stare
Why can’t you just forgive and forget?
And go back to the time we first met?
I wish I could have my best friend back
So that happy memories in future we will not lack